Im not Feeling Well..(

Halluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Morning friends....see ya again..)...well, since yesterday im not feeeling well..i have flue and fever...huh!headache.....fuh!!....tired!!and feel sleepy!BUT..... i still need to come to office...i have many work to do!aiyoooooo......

oh gosh!!!......i dunno what i want to do now....actually im in the office now....i want to do my work, I CANT...., headache!!!!!!i just want to take a nap!huh......

sleepyyyyyyyyyy.......................sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

yesterday my church friend told me that, pastor want me to teach math to one of our junior youth!......wow....its terrible........ i cant......fuh!!!!! and then my friend told me, that i only teach her basic.....!fuh, thank God!hehehhehe...i thought the deep one....hehheh!

not only work at office i need to finish it, but i also need to decorated our youth board at church and i need to type all the songs and print it and i and my youths must think about this coming caroling!......fuh....so many things to do!!hehhehe....

But in all things, we must give thanks to Him...coz His mercies still flow in us and His love never failed to love us!Jesus is good and forever good.....Love Him and obey His words...because the eternal lifes in Him......Just want to let u know that Jesus loves us!!.....

:)...gonna updated with the better stuff soon...
love ya guys....

Jesus bless u

cantik tak?

Halluuuuuuuuu

semalam kat rumah tak de apa nak buat, bosan sgt....apa lagi, aku trus p on komputer aku kat bilik, then masuk p adobe photoshop..hehehhe...apa lgi, aku design lah picture...hehehe....so, picture2 yang aku dah design kat bawah tu....korang komen leh ye....hehehehh

yang kat bawah nie...aku guna photo bucket....hehhehe!aku sebenar suka kalo pasal design2 picture nie......hehhe















hah..yang nie aku design guna adobe photoshop....hehhehehe......

ntah kenapa aku suka sgt picture nie......cute....

korang kat luar tu, best tau kalo korang suka design2 gambar nie....best..kalo korang boring then korang boleh p design gambar....korang pasti tak boring .....hehhehe....so guys tu jak gamabr yang aku design, ada lagi, tapi bukan picture aku lah...picture cousin...hehhehhe...

anyway, nanti ada yang baru, aku updated kat sini k.......






See ya...
gonna updated soon ya...
muahhhh...love ya

Im soo happy yesterday...

Halliuuuuuuuuuuuu......

huhu....Bestnya kemarin cuti....tak lah penat sgt!tak payah nak susah2 fikir soal kerja...:)
Kenapa aku katakan kemarin hari yang mengembirakan? sebab aku bawa cousins aku jalan2...adui dah lama tak ajak dorang jalan nie....:)

Aku bawa lah dorang p makan, lepas tu lepak2 kat waterfront...then bawa dorang p round kk..hehehhe....dorang berempat, pakai baju hitam, aku pula hijau brown...adui, gila kan!yang lawaknya tu, masa kitaorang jalan, semua org tgk2 kat kami, maybe dorang tertanya2, knp semua baju hitam kecuali aku...hahahahha....tapi kami buat tak de je...

actually kemarin kami nak balik lambat sikit, tapi disebabkan cousin aku yang sorang nie ada class, so kami terpaksa lah pulang awal sikit.....before kami balik, kami singgah kat supermarket jap, aku nak beli coklet nak buat biskut coklet...hehhehe!yummmmmm

Best lah kemarin, aku seolah2 rasa yang aku nie kembali ke zaman remaja pulak..hahhaha!maklum lah semua cousin aku tu masih bawah 19...so, kira aku pun bawa 19 thn lol....wakakakkaka.......

anyway, korang enjoy lah picture kat bawah nie.....sambil tu komen lah sikit...hehhehe

Hah...nie kat waterfront....minta puji nie kami...merenung kat sana, nak melihat masa depan kami yang akan datang...hahahahha

Hah, nie lagi.....relax lah kunun.....menikmati keindahan angin yang bertiup indah tu...hahhahahaha

Nie posing yang aku pun tak tau kenapa aku buat macam nie.....hehehhe

Hehehe....olivia, neng, me & Claire.....my lovely cousins....love ya

Cantik tak rambut aku???hehhee.....kuat gila angin masa tu!kami peduli apa...aku sibuk gak lah posing berabis...hahha

Wow, ini kat mana nie?hehehhhe..cantik tak background tu?hehehhehe

Adui, aku suruh dorang tlong aku angkat kasut nie, dorang sibuk posing pulak!!!hehehheheh...

Cantik tak kasut tu?hehehhe..besar gilar kan....

Giant shoe.......hehehe

hehehhehe.....best giler kemarin.....aku enjoy, dan hilang stress kerja...hehehhehe....ada lagi picture, nanti aku edit k....

dorang nie aku suruh buat style cam aku, dorang buat bodoh je...adui budak2 nie...hehhehhehheh........

my birthday (last part) - pic

My birthday cake.......coklat flavour....yummmyyyy............
(Word dia "Happy Brithday Mama, U r so wonderfull"..:)..My birthday prensent from my love....Thanks papa.....


Sempat lagi posing sebelum tiup lilin....hehehhehe.....before blowing the candles, make a wish dulu.....( nak tau apa wish aku?)...biar lah rahsia...ceh wah....




Tyme potong cake lol......hehehhheheh......



With cousins...(leng @ shanty & Reju).....

With Cousins again....(Elyn & Becca)...

Wiht Friends and cousins.......(Friends - Toyo & Franky...Cousins - Leng, Wei le & Ning)

with my love....isaac.....!

with my twins friend...Ipy & Ita....

The Galz......

huhuu....tak banyak gamabr aku ambil tyme tu....ada lagi dalam hp aku, tapi aku belum Tranfer kat pc aku lagi..hehhee, nanti aku upload lagi k.......

aku harap korang enjoy ngan picture yang tak seberapa ini...hehhehe!

love ya....

muahhhhh

06.09.2008...

My birthday....

huhuhu....06.09.2008, genaplah umur aku 22 thn...wow....masa berlalu begitu pantas sekali...!wow!!!! now i am 22 yers old...(old already).......:)

aku ada gak celebrated b'day aku ngan cousins yang ku sayangi...huhu!best giler dorang nie...pagi sabtu tu, aku ngan shanty p pasar p beli barang2 yang diperlukan tuk, malam nanti...huh..punya lah penat kami....banyak gak barang yang kami beli..sebelum singgah pasar tu, aku tak cukup duit, so nak singgah bank kejap...tapi yang geram tu....security kat kk plaza tu minta puji..tak benarkan aku ngan cousin aku masuk dalam, so apa lagi kami p lah cari pintu yang tdk kena kunci...finally, kami dpaat masuk gak...tapi yang geramnya tu, security tu teriak kat kami, punya lah geram aku masa tu...siap bertikam lidah lagi aku ngan security tu....(dah lah hari tu b'day aku, dia cabar kesabaran aku lagi...)aku ngan cousin apa peduli, siap dia pekik2 kat kami, kami buat tiada jer...lepas ambil duit tu, security tu siap suruh kami p tulis nama ngan ic lagi kat depan pintu sana....aku punya lah panas ngan security tu....macam apa jak....minta puji.......huh...tu lah perkara yang malang yang terjadi tyme b'day aku..pagi2 lagi tu...huh.....:)

sampai2 jak rumah aku trus cerita kan lah kejadian yang terjadi tdi, trus cousins aku cakap, wow, malang nasib ko, tyme b'day siap bergaduh ngan security lagi tu...hhehhe...aku ngan cousin2 yang lain trus start lah buat kerja apa yang patut mau dibuat...yang lucu nya tu, cousin yang 10 thn tu pun tlg kami, potong cuci ayam2 yang sudah diopotong...wow, aku bangga lah kan, cousin2 aku nie semua nya rajin...nie baru b'day aku, belum lagi tyme aku kahwin nanti...hahahahahahahah...

petang tu, sempat lagi aku p church!ada kerja mau buat...group kami yang membersihkan church masa tu...masa kat church tu, aku dapat hadiah dari tasha....muahhhh...thanks tasha...best friend aku tu hehehhe....tasha bagi aku minyak rambut,buku ngan bookmark...best gak tasha bagi aku minya rambut..minyak special for my hair...sbb rambut aku kering dan rosak....hehehhe...anyway, thanks ya Tasha...i like the present....love ya....

malam tu b'day party aku start jam 9mlm..lamabt gak, sbb lambat habis dorang masak..hehehe...so franky, bf cousin aku yang jadi sebagai MC malam tu, actually bf aku, tapi dia keluar jap, yang bestnya tu, bf aku order kek di hyatt hotel...wow, besar tau kek tu..3kg...flavour coklet lagi...yummmmm....yang best tu, setiap yang datang tu kena pakai baju putih...wow....dorang dah rancang, aku yang b'day kena pakai baju colour pink or merah....hehehe..so bagi yang datang tdk guna baju putih, dorang kena denda...hhahhaha..lucu gak tyme tu...masa tu ada 3org tak pakai baju putih...shanty, bfnya & kwn dia...wow, apa lagi dorang kena denda lah..dendanya, dorang kena minta maaf ngan semua yang hadir di situ...hehehhe.......lawak giler dorang punya plan nie....siap minta2 maaf lagi...hahahah

*bersambung*

gonna updated soon...

ngan picture sekali...
muahhhh....love ya

hallu friends

First aku nak ucapkan selamat berpuasa untuk semua yang beragama muslim...(terlewat dah nie nak wish korang..:))

so, bagi kawan2 yang beragama muslim, jgn ponteng k......puasa tau!:)

Aku masih penat lah, tak tau kenapa!tak cukup tidur kot...;)...apa tidak kebelakangan nie, cousin selalu bawa keluar..p makan lah!heheheheheh.....

kerja pulak banyak lagi belum siap...fuhhhh....nasib baik kerja tu nda urgent, kalo urgent, habis lah aku...kena kerj lebih masa tu...hehehhee

tak tau nak cakap apa lah...?????

oh ya, this sunday i gonna teach youth at Inanam...(adui)...headache lol...need to pray, fasting!ask God to help me...actually i asked myself, why they must choosen me!who i am?im not clever and im not perfect,,,
but when i think it back, i know this is god's will..He one to used me..so i must accept this!

and yesterday, my mum went to kampong with my bro..:(...tinggal me,my brother and sister at home lol....and thats mean, my turn to cook for them...wake up early in the morning, cook for my brother....(:( ) hehhehehehe......and, my job is, clean up the house, and cooking dinner for them also....(huh, sudah lah aku tak pandai masak):)....


k lah guys,
gonna updated soon.....
muahhhh...love ya

22 years old....

halluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

jumpa lagi guys.....kebelakangan nie, aku malas lah nak updated blog aku...penat sgt..banyak kerja...mau gila sudah...

amboiiiii....over pula aku nie..hehehhe...

Bercakap pasal umur nie, aku malas lah.....masa begitu cepat berlalu!tak sangkah dah nak hujung tahun, umur aku pun tak lama lagi tamabh lagi 1 thn...aduiiiii....makin tua lah aku nie..(perasann lah kunun aku nie still belsan tahun) hehehehhe...

Masa nak melangkah masuk 22 thun nie aku duduk termenung dan tanya kat diri aku, tak sangka Tuhan masih syang ngan aku sehingga kini...wow, banyak sgt perkara yang telah aku lakukan didalam kehidupan ini..baik yang baik mahupun yang melanggar Hukum taurat...

tapi dari kesilapan lah kita dapat belajar erti hidup ini....perubahan akan ada dalam hidup kita.Tuhan akan menyedarkan kita bahawa, Dia senantisa ada dan senantiasa mengampuni kita dan mengasihi kita..
kadang2 sebagai manusia kita tidak pernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan.....terpulang dgn diri kita bagaimana kita mahu mengatasi itu semua...dan apakah pandangan kita tentang semua itu....

aduiiii, berceramah pulak aku nie...(hahahhaha)...

perancangan aku bila umur 22 nie...(????)

1.Nak ambil lesen memandu (senang sikit nak keluar jaln)
2.Nak sambung belajar dalam bissness admin ( kalau ada rezeki thn depan)
3.mau menjadi seorg pelayan yang dipakai dgn luar biasa...
4.Menjadi pemimpin pujian yang diurapi Tuhan....
5.Menjadi lebih tabah dalam mengharungi apa juga rintangan dalam kehidupan
6.Menjadi sahabat yang peka kepada keperluan rakan2 yang lain...

aku rasa itu jer.....hhehehe....

kalau biarpun itu bukan visi hidup aku yang terutama, tapi kalo boleh aku mau itu menjadi kenyataan....

:).......

k lah guys...will updated soon....muahhhhhhhh

anyway, before i go, wanna wish u all SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN...

LOVE,
ludia.....

malas lah....

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tak tau nak tulis apa!sebab aku penat betul, banyak kerja!mau buat itu ini lagi...wah...over sudah nie kerja aku....

nanti lah guys, kalo aku free aku tepak gamabr aku ngan kwn kat sini......

muahh....singgah2 kat sini k.....

updated soon....

YESTERDAY....

hallo friends....

semalam aku ngan cousin p UMS join dinner kat sana...yang bestnya tu, kami p sebab kawan bawa!apa lagi, kami join lah!yang lawaknya tu, tema for the event ialah lelaki - batik perempuan - kebaya or baju kurung! tapi aku ngn cousin tak de baju kurung, so apa lagi kami pakai dress je lah!

yang malunya tu, rupanya undangan kami tu bahagian VIP!wow, malu gila kami...nasib baik lah ada juga org yang dtg tu tak pakai baju ikut tema....

this is my fist tyme join event macam nie..dulu pernah gak datang, tapi tak lah duduk kat bahagian VIP!heheheh

semalm perasmian for konvokesyen!banyak lah acara kat sana!menyanyi, bersajak dan part yang aku suka tu tyme drama singkat dari pelajar2 UMS!best drama tu..berkisarkan tentang perwira antanom yang mati kerna menegakan negeri sabah dari dijajah!

ehhehehhehhe......lepas tu ada gak persembahan2 lain..contohnya, artis seperti adam af2 ngan stacy af2!hehehe

yang tak best tu, tempat kami kat belakang!sebab kami lambat datang!nasib baik boleh tgk kat depan!

lepas habis acara tu, kami dibawa kat bilik belakang, kat sana lah aku ngan cousin jumpa ngan sorang stacy ngan adam..so, kmi ambil gambar lah ngan dorang..best gak layan stacy nie!lawak gila nie...peramah lagi....

hehehe.......

so aku tepak gambar yang aku ambil ngan dorang kat sini..korang enjoy lah ye...

nie gambar kami nga karina (ajk stacyfc)

hah nie gamabr kami ngan stacy

nie lah, gamabr kami ngan adam...

nie gamabr aku ngan stacy.....wah terlebih sudah

nie aku suruh stacy posing khas for.......?????

Authentic Friendships

But if we live in the light, as God is in the light, we can share fellowship with each other. Then the blood of Jesus, God’s Son, cleanses us from every sin. If we say we have no sin, we are fooling ourselves, and the truth is not in us. 1 John 1:7–8 (NCV)

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In Christian fellowship people should experience authenticity.

Authentic fellowship is not superficial, surface-level chit-chat. It’s genuine, heart-to-heart, sometimes gut-level, sharing.

It happens when people get honest about who they are and what is happening in their lives. They share their hurts, reveal their feelings, confess their failures, disclose their doubts, admit their fears, acknowledge their weaknesses, and ask for help and prayer.

Authenticity is the exact opposite of what you find in many churches. Instead of an atmosphere of honesty and humility, there is pretending, role-playing, politicking, superficial politeness, and shallow conversation.

People wear masks, keep their guard up, and act as if everything is rosy in their lives. These attitudes are the death of real friendship.

It’s only as we become open about our lives that we experience authentic fellowship. The Bible says, “If we live in the light, as God is in the light, we can share fellowship with each other. . . . If we say we have no sin, we are fooling ourselves” (1 John 1:7–8 NCV).

The world thinks intimacy occurs in the dark, but God says it happens in the light. We tend to use darkness to hide our hurts, faults, fears, failures, and flaws. But in the light, we bring them all out into the open and admit who we really are.

Of course, being authentic requires both courage and humility. It means facing our fear of exposure, rejection, and being hurt again.

Why would anyone take such a risk?

Because it’s the only way to grow spiritually and be emotionally healthy. The Bible says, “Make this your common practice: Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you can live together whole and healed” (James 5:16 MSG).

my weekend

last sunday i enjoyed my weekend with my cousins...

wow....best gila nie!my cousins also "gila2"....

actually i dont want to join them, coz im not feeling well.....

but, i dont want to disappointed them..:)...so i just hanging out with them ..

so, nothing much to talk about, lets look at the picture we take it that day....





me, elin & naning

neng with us ( cousin from sandakan)

pretty galz..(kunun jak tu):)

becca with me...:)

what they doing?.......

this angels from heaven :)

my pretty cousins..

hidup ini harus sentiasa ceria dan ceria......

itu saja, picture yang sempat aku ambil tyme tu..so, aku harap korang enjoy ya.....

RESPECT

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

what we know about it? have we ask ourself? and ask it?( before you read the meaning, ask youself first!are u understand what it meant?)

Respect means we see one another through our Father’s eyes; as eternal beings, chosen by God “for the high calling of priestly work, chosen to be a holy people, God’s instruments to do his work and speak out for him” as “heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ” (John 3:16; 1 Peter 2:9 MSG; Romans 8:17 NIV).

Our objective-in-Jesus is to consistently remember we’ll be sharing heaven with those in our small groups and congregations, even those we have difficulty respecting now. And God, in his wisdom, “put the body together in such a way that extra honor and care are given to those parts that have less dignity” (1 Corinthians 12:24 NLT).

We often miss this, but one of the simplest ways to show respect is to simply listen. We offer our presence and open our ears, listening to the hidden hurts and heartaches, the deepest dreams and desires of one another.

The truth is, the God of the universe listens to our prayers, which does serious damage to any argument that we’re too busy. Busier than God?

Jesus listened to those around him and he listens to us, which destroys any argument that our mission is too important to listen. Or, is our mission, or even our daily tasks, more important than Jesus?

Our objective-in-Jesus is to respect others enough to let them get the whole story out before we rush in to give an answer, or jump in to fix things, or just plain react to what we think instead of what is true (1 Corinthians 1:10). If you flip the coin, you know all you need sometimes is for someone to hear what’s on your heart.

Respect means we trust others, instead of assuming they’ll do it wrong, or that they won’t do it as well (Philippians 2:3).

In the school of Jesus, we learn to “excel in showing respect for each other” (Romans 12:10b GWT).

*sometimes we think that, we recpect one and other, but the truth is, we not! we selfish, not humble ourself with one another...have we read in bible, how Jesus wash His desiples leg?from there we know that, eventhough He is the highest, but He still humble His self to His desiples....see, how God respect His people surround Him....

see ya guys...

im tired already....will updated tomorrow if i have a time ya...

keep drop in..i really appreciate it.....

love u all

THANKS PUHHH

CUTE KAN....



I like this picture...cute! thanks ya puhhhhhh.......my indonesian friend design it for me! i really appreciate it...thanks puhhh....kalo bisa tolongin aku lagi ya...hehehehe